
3 months have gone sins I moved to England and started my final year in BA Graphic design.
Feels rather like 6.
Now I am restless.
These last few months have been some of my best, but also some of my worst days in my life.
This year is the biggest challenge I have ever faced.
Some ways it has made me stronger.
Facing the reality of a graphic designer.
Being pouched forward.
Hopefully become a better designer.
But in other ways it has killed some of the joy of creating.
Somewhere along the way, you looses part of yourself to keep up with the world.
The difference between NKF (Norwegian School of Creativity) and Southampton Solent University is huge.
It takes time to understand.
It takes time to get used to.
Tempo is faster.
More is expected.
Priorities must bee done.
They where not joking when they told us it would be a hard working year.
And when I say year that mean 28 weeks.
Including christmas, easter, holidays, weekends, every week, every day, every hour, every minute, every second of your life.
This is how the real world is.
Luckily you can made your own theory.

Cuss this is not me.
And you can argue and say that “You are not what you are designing”.
But I cant work without my hart.
Thats not my way of ninja.
I need to slow down.
Need time.
If thats is what I need to do to make good graphic design, then I just have to.
Thats my theory.
Then I deal with the real world when that time comes.
